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Bukit Mertajam, Penang, Malaysia
Hi! I am Razor and I'm 15 years old.Loves red, loves trendy shirts, loves cool stuff,loves breakdancing,loves badminton, loves chinese chess, loves corinthian helmet,loves stalking ( I'm good at it),loves debate,loves taking risk and loves sleeping... - hypomaniac - glutton - computer games addict Above was my description three years ago:-) now I'm 18,legal for sex,loves basketball to death, having the time of my life:-) The pic? That was five years ago!:-) it's been a while since I updated,I bet little people are going to come here, but now I'm back!that's what matters :-) enjoy reading my darkest secrets:-)

Saturday, November 29, 2008

November...The Month of Evolution...

Holy macaroni!!!
This holiday kinda sucks and rocks!!!
My dad keeps telling me off...
How's your maths? How's your basketball? How's your studies?
Everyday...The Same!!! GOD GOD GOD!!!
I studied very very hard man!!! As if PMR is tomorrow!!!
Yeah...Well...IT IS in the future but man not the next day.....
Now when I see linear equations...My head gets dizzy....
Too much broth spoils the soup...

As for the basketball thingy....
I am still a rookie...
I don't even know how to play 5-5 and the com's next week...
Luckily the coach didn't want me in...
Or else the team's gonna watch me chase my ball across the court...
With the referee blowing his whistle hard...PI!!!!
Imagine....(Roll eyes)

Well...
At least what cheers me up is that I get to know more about the teammates...
There was one cool girl who I mentioned earlier...
Her name is Ester Lim....
She's 17 and knows how to drive a two-wheel and a four-wheel...
That's what she did on last Saturday...
Bringin us all in her ride...
Eat Hokkien Mee....
We were engaging in an interesting chatter in a little hut but were soon left after the hawker told us that he wants to leave already....
But what I'm afraid is she might think that I purposely ordered the same food and drink...
Food - What can I say? There's only Hokkien Mee there...
Drink - Hey! I really want to drink kickapoo!! T.T
Oh and she's from SMJD...

And there's Kang Hoai Yong...
14 years old but she looks tall...
Another SMJD pupil...
She's cute and her hair looks like as if she dyed it red while Esther had it line-brown(for real)....
Most astonishingly, she resembled my brother ( personality) and my friend 07555 (face)...
A very friendly person she is, she is my first friend on the team...

C cube...Chin Chun Chen (sorry if spelled wrong)...
That's the girl I said I can't take my mind off her...
I get to know her after I get to know Esther...
She looks like my senior...On second thought, she's kinda hot....(No, I do not mean that my senior is hot)
She's 16 and she's from Jit Sin Independent...
Haha...She asked me to go to Jit Sin Independent to study, since I am rich?? ( Didn't know where she got that from)
I said "Hahas...My family does robberies...Just joking"
Then she thought that I was teasing and replied instantly: " What? Jit Sin Indepedent = Robberies!?"
Oops...Looks like my self-offending joke has offended someone too....
Anyway, I can't check her out anymore or else someone's gonna beat me up (Only she knows who that is)

Khow Wei Ting...A 16 year old from SMJD too...
Haha...She's is cute...The first person I would vote for the cutest...
She had a good sense of humour...
I laughed at her jokes everytime she says it...
I mean she's so interesting...
I bet we're good friend in times to come...

Xue Jing (It's pronounced this way in Chinese)
She's kinda quiet but she's cool too...
16 years old...Jit Sin Independent...
I would always call her Chao Xue Jing... The writer of 红罗梦...
There was one eleven year old bet her on a score...
Saying that if she doesn't score, it means that she love the coach...
Hahas...Similiar to every comedic story...She didn't...
We had a good laugh....

Ng Hui Ming...15 year old....
She's also a SMJD student, going into science stream...
Haha...Surprisingly, she's Ng Hooi Chin, a former classmate of mine, 's sister...
She has small eyes and currently works as a typer...
Haha...She usually has funny ideas...
She also has the same horoscope as mine...

Mei Chia...15 year old...
Another girl from SMJD...
Her sis, Mei Ling, is in my school's team...
She looks kinda beautiful and this is what happened:
One gloomy Sunday we were at the court and some lion dancing people came...
Pai Kias ( Bad boys)...
Haha...When we were allowed to have a rest...Two of the boys came...
One was a smoker...Another a stupid teenage boy who require some serious pickup lesson from me....
That stupid dark kid was trying to ask for Mei Jia's number...
We didn't feel all uneasy at first...Because we all thought she knew him...
In the end, she got reprimanded by the coach...
"They're all bad kids...Stay away from them!!"
In the inner heart, I was totally supporting the coach...
I don't want to see my friend get pregnant and being dumped by a not-cute-at-all loser...
But she looks kinda sad to know this...
The boy keeps tossing her questions:
" I want your number so that we can chat"
" Why can't we chat here?"
"Where do you live?"
"Bukit Mertajam"
"What's your number? It starts with 012? 016?" < < >"It starts with 012"
"Pin?" (The car's here)
And so, we escaped the few perverts who didn't even cared when Mei Jia said she got scolded...
Oh yes, they REALLY do love her, they don't care about the coach and she being scold, they just want her number....
Chiao
Pei...Another tough girl...
14 years old...SMJK Berapit...
She's damn good at basketball...I mean it....
Not to mention another tough girl like Ester...
Her jokes are funny...Just like Wei Ting's...
She has a very funny habit about sleeping:
She purposely wake up early...
Cause she says she can't sleep at night if she's not tired enough...
Haha...She should get a tireness meter...

I think I'll stop here...Or else's it's gonna be long...

Happy Holidays everyone!!!





Wednesday, November 5, 2008

Did she say cheese?

Log of 1st and 3rd of November



Oh no!!

A good explaination is required to elimate everyone's curiousity about my Saturday absence!!

God god god....

This is what it happened:



As a quite active member of the cadets...

Not seeing me attending activities means it's snowing in Sahara Desert...

Well, Sahara Desert actually snowed in the end....



Everyone kept asking me why I didn't go...

Why? They asked me...

They asked me why...

For a time in my life I left so pressured and .....tight man~!!!

I wish they could act as if I was invisible!!

It feels kinda good to know that many people actually did mind your existance...

But god, not this time....



I know I was to be questioned by assistant chairperson of the organization....

When I went to see her, I wasn't afraid ( I'm supposed to be)

I was like...Smiling all the time!!!

I don't know...I was some sorta attracted to her...

I was talking to her happily, smiling, joking and was not pressured at all...

And she was smiling too, she didn't scold me for being such a sleepbag(Which is not the reason)...

After talking to her, I feel so enlightened...So alive...So over-the-moon!!!

Seriously, I was some sorta fell in love with her at that very moment...

I could feel my heartbeat, my face was burning hot, and I feel damn happy for the rest of the day!!!

I mean...Nah, it can't be...She's a girl for heaven's sake...

She's my assistant chairperson for God's sake...

I've already got a girl for Hell's sake....?!?!

I dunno...I dunno....

I know I am a homo but please...

Not a second girl!!!

She's like so perfect (Except for her personality which I don't really admire)...

I can imagining myself smile like that everyday I talk to her...

......
Hell what was I talking about!?!?

It would cost her heart...

I could break it!!

And assistant chairperson may not take me as well!!!

GOD GOD GOD....

Anyways, I gotta learn how to resist hot ladies and lock my heart (The last thing I would do before I die) to her, only her!!



Being a L is already difficult....

What more to earn another's heart??

Tuesday, November 4, 2008

One Republic - Mercy

Angel of mercy
How did you find me?
Where did you read my story?
Pulled from the papers
Desperate and hardened
seeking a moment every fix

All I wanted to say
All I wanted to do
Is fall apart now
All I wanted to feel
I wanted to love
Its all my fault now
A Tradegy I fear

Angel of mercy
How did you find me?
How did you pick me up again?
Angel mercy
How did you move me?
Why am I on my feet again?
And I see you
Whoa Whoa Whoa
I feel you
Whoa Whoa Whoa

Before just the daylight
Come and i stand by
Waiting to catch the quickest plane
Flying to nowhere
Is better than somewhere
That's where i've been and nothing's changed

All I wanted to say
All I wanted to do
Is fall apart now
All I wanted to feel
I wanted to love
Its all my fault now
A Tradegy for sure

Angel of mercy
How did you find me?
How did you pick me up again?
Into the mercy
How did you move me?
Why am I on my feet again?
And I see you
Whoa
I feel you
Whoa

I'm so lost in you
A tragedy seemed to be over now
A tradegy it seemed to be

Angel of mercy
How did you find me?
How did you pick me up again?
Angel of mercy
How did you move me?
Why am I on my feet again?
And I see you
whoa
I feel you
Whoa
I feel you
Oh Whoa
I feel you
Oh Oh Oh



Friday, October 31, 2008

Near The Last Chapter Of My Form 2 Life

Exam's over....
I suffered all the consequences that I deserved....
What to do when you had all the bad marks sticker on your head while the consequences are waiting for you?
Okay, let's forget all about that and work hard next year....
No no no, that ain't gonna do it....
This holiday, yeah, this holiday...
Its not that I'm not sad that I've got results that doesn't suit me....
I just don't like reminding myself of the melacholic past....
Future suits me just fine...

Since there's not much to do after exam...
I kept bringing my Harry Potter: Goblet Of Fire everywhere...
It was useful for some time-speed-boosting magic trick...
Not until Feilix lend us his chinese chess!!!
Hell, I've been finding people to play with me...
Guess what, my skills deteriorated....
Luckily, my good buddy, Lawrence taught me some smooth moves....
At least I got to learn them and sharpen my mind...

Hey, but today, Yanhui introduced a damn good game for us...
THE KILLER GAME!!!
Okay, the game's like this:

1. There are three people in this game, the killer (who kills of course...=='''), citizen ( who waits being killed or innocently arrested by polices), the police ( who are supposed to arrest the killers but sometimes they don't)
2. People draw cards to determine who they should be ( without letting others know)
3. The killers kill people by winking one of the players.
4.If one of the killer was targeted, he or she is supposed to wink back as a sign that they are both killers.
5.What happens if the killer winks to the police? The police will "place handcuffs" and that ends the killer's reign.
6.If the killer winks a citizen, the citizen is considered killed and will place his or her card back to the deck.
7. On the other hand, if a police captures a police or a citizen, he would be warned for his mistakes, the innocent citizen is considered arrested and again, places the card back the deck, and is out of the game, whereas the arrested police remains in the game with his or her identitiy known.
8. If the citizens are all dead before all the killers are exposed, the killers win and the polices loses.
9. If the polices manage to throw all the killers back to their cells before the citizens are all dead, the police wins.
10. You are not to expose your identity!

I'm beginning to feel like we 2A5 are like a big family....
It's like we're a group of friends destined to be together...
To have together...
To study together...
To enjoy together!!!
We're planning to go on a trip to Jusco!!!
THIS IS SO FUN!!!
We're going on 10th of November!!!(Monday)
OMG!! I wanna buy some new basketball shoes and HARRY POTTER NOVELS!!!
GOD!! I wanna walk the whole mall and forget all about my worries!!!
I wanna take pictures with my classmates wherever we go!!!
I LOVE 2A5!!!


2A5 ROX!!!

Oo...And One More Thing......




HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!!!!!!!!! WOOOOOOOOO!!!

Friday, October 17, 2008

Okay, bad marks for me!

Okay, life's miserable....
But it doesn't have to be that way all the time...
I failed Maths and Malay...
That's a first-class ticket to the B classes...
But I'll have to accept the cruel reality...
What can I do?
There's only one hope of wiping out all the bad records - PMR

After the not-so-nice exam, I started training basketball vigorously...
I started too late...
People started when they're at primary school...
Another thing I wanna do is to grow tall...
Yes, tall, tall ,tall...
Its an advantage to be tall...
Coach sees height clearer than skills...
So I gotta pump myself up in both ways...
Enhance my physical shape and score that hoop!!

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

GEOGRAPHY!! YOU MAKE ME MISERABLE!!

We had chinese essay exam today...
I didn't forget to bring my ink and brush...
But the most horrible thing is...
I didn't bring my pencilbox!!!
This is a major mistake!!
Luckily, my good friends didn't hesitate to help me out...
I got all I need except for a protractor...
I had a hard time counting the direction...

OK, so the geography exam starts after the chinese exam...
I did it quickly and spent my time drawing graffities...
I didn't check...
In the end, I got 6 wrongs, 6!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
6 out of 60, which makes 90%...
What breaks my heart the most is that these 6 questions are wrong because I'm careless...
I WAS DREAMING!!!D4MN 1T!!!
Tomorrow's Maths...
Another subject good for making careless mistakes...
I better pump myself up so that I won't be this miserable again!!

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

My Basketball Teammates

Another Sunday, there's basketball practice at 2 in the afternoon....
Tell you, my form 3's weekend routine is rigid...
Yup! And I'm proud of it, cause I'm spending the 12 out of 48 hours to practice basketball...
Hey hey hey, this is for next year's...
I'm just going to the Saturday's morning and Sunday's afternoon... (6 hours)
I've never been to Saturday's practise since the SMJD(Sekolah Menengah Jalan Damai) students hadto go to school for two Saturdays...
Poor people....
As a result, I never get to know the girls who are playing basketball from that school....

The first time I attended Sunday basketball practice....
I saw this....girl....
She's much very similiar to my senior...
I didn't talk to her...I didn't have the guts to!
I only played with the primary school students...Who seemed to find out that I stand on soft legs....Naughty fellas!!
Then there's another secondary school girl....
She looks professional....
She was in black and she looks cool....
She acts as if she's cool in front of me, nevermind, I think she's just shy....
I still don't have the guts to talk to them.....

Next Sunday, I saw them again....
Wait, there's someone in green comes by a motorbike,the girl on the motor wear just as same as the similiar-to-my-senior girl....
Out of the blue, everyone turned their eyes to a car passing by....
Ooo....It's the Saturday coach...
He brought 3 girls....
Secondaries....SMJD....
After an hour, there were many people....
Actually, some of the girls are cute...
Very cute....
After the primary players went home, I get to play with them...
Still, I didn't ask any of their names or number....
What was I doing? Freaking out!??!
If I AM normal, I would probably be sms-ing with them right now....
Still, the similiar-with-my-senior girl can't get off my mind...
There's something about her....
Oh well, better lay back and start studying!!!!
Exam, exam, exam...
Once exam's around the corner, things get pretty tough....
Wish me luck!!!