Lovesick...

Hut-Chiuuuuu.......
Obviously, I'm being attacked by love virus....
I'm missing that temple so much that I can hardly feel that I'm happy alone...
I'm very confused over our relationship....
Sometimes it cares for me and sometimes it thinks replying me is a stupid thing....
This is a very special temple that only talks at night....
I wonder why....

I doubt the line between us....
It cares about me yets says it doesn't love me...
I'm so lost...lost....
I keep falling in and out of love with it...
It's like I love it now and I don't love it the next second....
When I know more about it and it turns out that I love it now...
My heart was broken and healed....
The process repeats in a short period of time...
Which will result in me malfunctioning....

I love it very much...
But I no more have the courage to be any nearer to it....
After experiencing a fatal damage to my heart...
It's like you push someone you love out of the road thus being went over by a vehicle....
And that person doesn't feel any more grateful and leaves you lying in the hospital ward....
Healing yourself and your heart...
You risked your life for that person....
In return, that person risked the goodness in him to hurt you....
I know it sounds funny but you might cry when you're the one being run over by a car for a no-good fellow....

Ahem, continue...
I don't dare to flirt, say "I love you" or bother to make it happy....
Six more days until it's birthday....
Last year, I sent a present to it...
But it doesn't seemed very happy....
So I decided not to give any more gifts to it....
It doesn't make any difference...
........

Wait, it does!!
Making me more oblivious to it....

I'm so inconsolable right now....
Stuck in the middle of love, friendship and hate........
GOD SAVE ME!!!

~Kek Lok Si~

Although I'm cool...
But I really care!!
You don't see me looking at your way...
I won't talk to you...
But that doesn't mean...
I don't love you...

Although I rarely mention about you...
I don't do much to please you...
I haven't sms you since God knows when...
But that doesn't mean...
I don't love you...

Although I don't look like someone who's in love...
I may not be good-looking enough for you...
I'm not as clever as you think...
But that doesn't mean...
I don't love you...

Every night I think of you...
You have the cutest smile...
You have the cutest face...
You have the cutest size...
Oh! How I yearn to embrace you in my arms again...

I've been missing you like mad...
And your face looks like mad...
The incompletion of gadgets gets you mad...
So how am I going to stop you getting mad?

I've angered Ex-Koperal...
Unintentionally...
You guys misunderstood what I said...
If it weren't for you...
I WOULDN'T EVEN THOUGHT OF SAYING SORRY!!!

I gave up the things I love...
Because I love you...
I accept the things I hate...
Because I love you...
I get nothing in the end...
Because I know...
In your heart...
In your diary...
In your memories...
There's never a Ivy....