The Basketball Fever!!!

Every since watching that slam dunk of Kobe Bryant during the Olympics....
Basketball couldn't be any not cooler than that....
I was so desperate to play basketball that I await for the next PJ lesson a.k.a. exercise lesson for every second of my life...
For our extreme study-conscious school...
There's only two lesson a fortnight....
I remembered last time I played with the boys...
Man, it was damn fun!!
They were so cool and they did a lot of cool moves...
I had a great time fighting over the ball and running around...
As a girl, to them, it's a thing worth applause when I scored a goal...
I laughed the whole game as it was very funny yet cool....
They were great!!
On the other hand, I never liked playing with the girls...
They were selfish and only had the balls for themselves...
It was spanking BORING playing with them...
We never get to fight over balls...
Well, you just queue up and WAIT for your turn to shoot the hoops...
The problem is........
Some girls (as mentioned as selfish) didn't queue up...
They put up their "pattern" when the bball hit them...
They start rubbing their eyes as if a meteor flew into their cornea....
They start looking desperarely in need of care...
They start making themselves look sympathic and helpless...
They start making their face looks "black" when they rarely get the chance to even touch the ball...
They helping people blame other people when things go wrong....
They do stupid things....
They don't talk to you just because your ball hit them a month ago...
They fight over balls and the ones who don't get the ball would quit invisibly...
Well, they ARE girls...I suppose this is what majority of girls do...
Luckily boys are the majority of our class...

In the meantime, I don't have to wait that bad for the lesson...
Because my dad bought me a basketball!!
He didn't think he would regretted...
I played basketball...
When I was at home...
In the office...
At anywhere that has a flat surface...
I would follow my godmother home just because there's two basketball courts there...
I would ask Zhi Ling (another bball addict) out to play basketball...
I would search for moves on the net everyday...
I would forget that I should be doing XXX when I was playing basketball...
Hahaha!!

See the enthusiasm of playing basketball and as a ex-coach himself...
My dad trained me to horse-stand ( the king-fu stance) so that I would not fall down in case anyone comes charging my way...
My legs were shaking and feeling painful...
But my dad added: " Pain is your friend"
So I had the idea to self-train after hearing this...
I did the 5 minute stance he requested and asked me to reach 30 minutes!!
It's gonna take a long time but it's be worth it...
As a medium-height person, my dad asked me to jump 500 times a day so I would grow taller...( Like Michael Jordan did)
I carried out his orders for my own good...
This is what I want...To prepare to play in the school team...
It's a guarantee I'll be in it because the girls think basketball is bad~~~
Even the teachers think so...
The teachers think it would ruin your studies...
The seniors think you would not have time to dedicate yourself to the uniform bodies...(As if I am going to be a cop when I get outta school)
The girls think it would be manly to play basketball...
Your friends think you would so addicted that you would not have time to go through everything difficult with them...(They think you're leavin' them behind)
Well I don't think so...

Haha!! Thanks to my dad!! I can play basketball anytime I want!!

I Had A Great Day Today!!!

We, three eight graders was invited to Teddy Panda's house today...
Her father wanted to pray the Taoist gods annually for the family's business...
So, we said we would meet up at my place at 10 for her elder sis to pick us up....
I woke up it was 8.30....
So I took my time taking my slow and smooth shower...
Then I proceeded to my unfinished motion story of iron man on my dad's laptop....
The movie was cool...
I didn't want to leave my house to take the bus....
I left at 9.30 to the bus stop, I was so nervous that I would miss the bus....
The bus-missing horror syndrome....
It makes me panic!!!
After 20 minutes...
Well, I got on the bus....
The bus driver asked me whether where I wanted to go...
I said SMK (There's where my place is)
And he says 80 cents cause I just put 50 cents in his coin tank...
So I inserted in 30 more...
I walked to the back of the bus holding my Harry Potter book...
One guy looked so eager to look what book I was holding that he turned his back to see my book...
As if my book was a box to store drugs....
I turned my book over so he couldn't see the title....
Is guessing what book I was reading one of the must-dos in Malaysia??
The immigrants are so annoying...
I never liked them...

I arrived shortly after the trip...
They weren't here yet and I turn on my computer to check out why the Olympians wear accessories while competing...
They arrived not long after and we chat for ten minutes and our ride was here....
After an hour, only I realised I didn't lock the lower two gates....XD

On the car, we laughed and talked about many funny things...
We felt ourselves at home...
That time we BPS already...Hahahaha....
Dare to talk loudly and lol...
As if our invisible good "bros and sis" is driving...
There was no reason to miss the joyful moments...

We reached our so called destination at half past ten...
Everything just seems so serene...
The sky was blue...The air was fresh....
Nothing much to worry about....
We were welcomed with open hands by her family...
Teddy Panda served us with cute jellies which included...
The Teddy Bear ( Old version of Teddy Panda before her fusion with panda)...
The cat....Yeah, They got it's faces too...
The turtle...I had a great time biting it's head off...































The fish...The goldfish, the common fish, the selfish....
The starfish....It reminds us of our project....
The flowers...They tasted great like they smell...

Then we went to Teddy Panda's dad's office...
It was quite near...estimated 150m away...
But we got on the car to get there...
They prayed to their gods and asked them to bless their food...
Haha...That sweats....These food are inedible to me...
Cause I'm a Christian....
So I had the responsibility to look after the UNO STACKO to avoid them being crushed by the kids....

Fortunately, they left some food for me...
So I had my lunch with Teddy Panda's sister...
She was also on the same boat with me...
On different occassion...
We all thought I could finish that whole thing they left for me...
I couldn't...
I was out of the game cause I couldn't find any sauce for my sausages and nuggets...
I prefer them chilled and coated with tomato sauce...

After that, we got our hands back on the games...
Its just so hard watching them eating sweets but not being able to chew on them...
We were tired with the old stacko thing and instead...
Made it domino style...
Eventually, boredom strucks again...
We walked back to her house...
Rain starts wrinkling from above...




We never had any problems getting ourselves soaking wet...
On the other hand, its a kind of relaxation...
We steered our way to the grocery shop after Teddy Panda's information presenting... There were many headless shuttlecock on the road...
Chong Wei rox!!!!
We then arrived at the shops...
Damn...The price was murderous!!!
I bought a bottle of 450ml Milk for RM 5...
From this day on, I couldn't imagine how much I hate Bodohwi for raising the oil prices...

I had a bitter time drinking that milk made of gold...
We reached Teddy Panda's house and she decided to take us for a stroll around the area...
But there were only three bikes for four of us?
Jie Ling relunctantly volunteered for the stay...
So we went off...
I had a hard time riding the bike...
I was seen standing all tour long and almost got myself swimming the drain...
Then, we cycled along the river...
Man, it was so cool...
As I breathe faster than normal, we went further up to the industrial areas...
And we turned back, not realising we were actually VERY VERY FAR away from the house...
No matter from where you look at us...
I'm the one perspiring profusely....
The homecoming was the moment I've been waiting for...
Now its Jie Ling's turn to ride on...
Three of us, who's gonna give up?
This time, I volunteered without saying a word...
Phew!! I never wanted to cycle standing again...
It was like physical training...
They could see that from the look of my pinkish cheeks and low-esteemed emotion...
I was tired out...
Its all because the seat was spoiled and I couldn't sit properly...

Then Jason, an intelligent 7 year old kid who turned out to be Teddy Panda's relative offered me to play basketball with him...
He wasn't good at it and soon he requested we kick it instead...
I don't believe in kicking basketballs but I got on with it...
Soon I tired out because I haven't got my strength all back from the exhausting "training"....
Moments later, the trainee was asked to join with the primary school childrens to play uno...
It was spanking fun playing with these kids....
Jason was clever, he cheated...
Moreover, he thought me how to cheat!!!
Hehehe...I never get my hands dirty while doing anything but for pleasure, I'll give it a try...
Jason was so cool, he cheated frequently and got me winning in no time...
Naughty little fella...;)
The best thing is...I got some new friends....
There were Eric, a girl, two boys...( I didn't ask their names)
Surely, after the powerpuff girls' comeback...
There were two gangs in the living room:
Me with the kids, and the Powerpuff Girls (Teddy Panda, Zhi Ling and Jie Ling)...
We Uno!! They stacko!!
Teddy Panda kept teasing me being uncool cause I was having fun with the kids...
I laid my milk bottle on my lap and it drips out....
I hate getting my shorts dirty....
So I went to the toilet for a little clean up...
Surprisingly, Teddy Panda's brother and a boy went out and bought us pepsi...
Thanks!! You guys are so nice!!
But when I turned the cap....
SPHSSHH!!!
The pepsi was splashing out!!
It seems that they shaked the bottle when they were riding back....
Man, not another visit to the toilet!!
And there's one cute question arose from the girl...
"Wouldn't your mommy be scolding you for getting your shorts dirty?"
I looked as if I ignored her, I can't hear her...
Jason then repeated the question for me...
"Nah...She won't...Besides, I'm cleaning my own clothes..."
She didn't know even if I get myself killed, that woman won't even bother one bit...

My happy ending started when they were to leave...
Sobs...
Oh well, I joined the Powerpuff Girls to stacko and we became The Fantastic Four by building the impossible!!

At 4.30 we were bored once again and we took a stroll to the park beside the river...
Someone was raring goats beside the river...
We took pictures of the goats...As goats are quite rare for our city eyes...
This reminds me of Teacher Hannah who took pictures of me eating fish eyeball...( To her not-near-sea country, they only have their fish through rivers and lakes and ponds...
To her its well, umm, maybe, rare?
Haha, I supposed.
I sat on a low branch of a tree and Teddy Panda took a picture of me!!
Hehe!! It's gonna turn out well!!
We got our feet back on Teddy Panda's mom's car as it's quite late...

She bought us all ice-creams from the McDonalds...
As expected, we all felt envy that Teddy Panda has a nice mom....
It was 5.30 evening...

We were back at 6.00....
Before I get off the car, I recommended that we should go and play basketball...
Teddy Panda's mom got a shock...
I'm so sorry...
I shouldn't had reminded Teddy Panda of her mom's refusal to seeing her shoot hoops...
And reminded her mom being the "evil one"....
This sucks...

After I got my filthy basketball which I just got it yesterday...
(I played it for hours with my dad at the Berapit court yesterday)
We got to the basketball court after Jie Ling got on her ride...
It was already occupied so we went to another unoccupied court...
It both work same ways...As both courts owns spoiled hoops...
We played and in the end...
Chatted as we passed the ball to each other...
Time flies and soon we got back at 7.30...
Zhi Ling's mom sent me home...


I will never forget the best day of these holidays....






Reality check!! I haven't finish my work yet!!!

10th and 11th of August

Log 10th of August (Sunday) Sunny ;)

10.30 morning
It's already 10.30 in the morning...Man, this is the first time I've dated with Uncle Zhou for so long. We usually end our dates before 8 a.m. or even before sunrise. Nevermind, since I get the chance to sleep for THIS LONG, I might as well snooze somemore!!

12.30 afternoon
WHAT!?!? GANTI!?!? YOU MEAN HE DID'T COME!?!? IN HALF AN HOUR!??! Oh god, I haven't even taken my lunch yet!! I wanted to eat curry mee as usual for my lovely Sundays but what!?!? G-A-N-T-I!! This time I'll be taking chicken rice which made me not so disgrunted because the food was sumptuous. "Can I take a dic in??" "Yes you may, hey, why don't you teach more low-leveled classes?" "What!? No! This doesn't work!" I wasn't happy with the fact because last time...................

"What am I gonna do? I've forgotten Madam Tan's taking a leave today." Sighed my dad. " Hey! Maybe I could teach her class for a day", thinking that was a good joke. "Oh yeah! Razor, take these papers! You'll need them and don't forget that you are only replacing her for a day, so drag the time!". I was like "What? I was just joking" I was still in my uniform and pungent smell arose from my body. I had no choice but to help my father, so I got myself in. At first, the class wasn't so bad, I got to teach them a few words such as "boastful" and some simple usage of the word "of". They can't understand it well if I said boastful means proud, instead, I said it's sombong in Malay. To my surprise, one kid perli me that I used malay to teach them. Well! It's because you guys are too noob that I had to use Malay!! He's no match for me when it comes to vocabulary so I'll just spare him. I don't want to get in a fight too. One eye's shuted and I ignored him for his speak-without-thinking ways. I let them played hangman after a day's hard work and it seems that the girls were outnumbered by two. Six boys versus four girls. I don't look down on numbers but I kept using the sentence : " They are girls, won't you guys be a bit more gentlemen and let them have more time?". The girls was taking a long time to decide on a letter.On the other hand, the boys' team are one of the best team I've seen. They gathered together and like a team of American footballers who are planning. They were smart. The results? The boys won all four rounds. I had finished my job at 9.30 night and put my fingers back to the keys.Still can't prove to myself that number doesn't matters.

1.00 afternoon to 2.30 afternoon
This was what happened. To my surprise, this time I'll be teaching kids. My dad gave me some words : "Their English are poor". And so, took my papers and dictionary that I thought I would be using but no to a classroom. 50% of them were present and there were only two of them, both boys. They were just 7 years old. I started the class by handing them so papers. Surprisingly, they don't even know the meaning of "parents" and "grandparents". I am going to have a tough time teaching them. I thought they should be knowing this by the earlier half of the year. I had to DRAW a family tree. The problem is that I had to draw faces of grandpa,grandma,papa,mama and so on. I am not good at drawing people but forts, tanks, soldiers,generals are my stuff. I can't draw a grandmother with a soldier-shaped face. Eww...That would be so...abnormal.So I followed my paper and I did it! It wasn't so bad. They didn't say anything about the drawing. Ong Yi Tat came and I handed him the papers. He was quite decent until he and the other kids can't stand sitting for so long. They chased each other around the classroom. I didn't stop them but told them to be careful (P.S. Kids are hyperactive). Ahmad came after a few minutes. He's a Malay kid with a Billabong bag. Also, he's a obedient and disciplined boy. He didn't go screaming and running around like the world's gonna end tomorrow. He just sat down and did what I gave him. When I handed him the second paper, he finished it spanking fast. This was because the style of answering is same as the school had taught him such as : Rearranging the words into a correct sentence. The other three boys were impatient and still in page one when Ahmad was already zooming in page three. They wanted to copy Ahmad's answers because I had just taught them the "copy way" by writing my answers on the board for them to take example of. They had no idea of racism and treated Ahmad like he's their best friend. It makes me weep. Ok back to the topic. One moron kid thought my examples were exactly THE answers and copied them all. No!! They were examples!! Hahaha!!! He had to erase them all in the end. By 2.30 p.m., Ong Yi Tat and Ahmad were allowed to go first because they finished earlier. The first two boys had to finish the current question they were doing before their departure.Then, my father gave them what the kids called "presents". Finally!! I could continue my chicken rice which was messy.

11th of August (Monday) Sunny

I couldn't talk my dad out of bringing me to school at 7.15 a.m.!! I WANTED TO SLEEP LONGER!! So, here I was, in the school compound when the sunlight hasn't already shine on the field yet. I had to do so as my sister is a morning class student.

11.10 a.m. to 1.15 p.m

Ha!! Mr. Lee Chong Wei!!! The badminton star of Malaysia!! It's so good to watch him shine!! Haha, he was so cool striking 3 times!! I was enthralled in the match. The bell chime soon reminded me of my computer class. Nevermind, the teacher won't be THAT early. I watched and watched and after 2 minutes, only then I marched to the IT class. The class hasn't even started yet.

I WAS DAMNED BUSY ALL RIGHT!! They kept calling my names from every corner of the classroom!! Damn, they were surfing their stupid websites and wanted me to teach them because they didn't pay attention to the class!?!? I HAVE MY OWN PROJECT YOU KNOW!?!? Nevermind, as the IT class monitor, I'll forget about that and teach them. I ran and talked and talked and ran. Everybody's leaving. There's someone who hadn't finish their work. So I helped them. There was one I called "friend" who lied me when I asked her to sign out my e-mail. She owns a mail and couldn't get it open so I used mine to the send the files to her e-mail. Damn, she lied me that she didn't know HOW to SIGN OUT. And there I stood, left alone to death by helping her!!! This reminds me of a movie which a man got scolded the word " team mate" after he left his female team mate to death. When I came out of the class, the prefects were already patroling.No, I couldn't go down!! It would take much explaination!! So instead, I hid in 5C1/1F because I knew the class was empty. Just when I wanted to take a turn into the classroom, a prefect appeared, to my surprise, she was blind, haha!! Yes she was!! As Ng Torty said, the form 1 prefects are noobies. They really are. She thought I was morning class student just because I walked into the class. She didn't even bothered to see my nametag (Our nametags shows our age). There were two girls in the class and they couldn't be bothered with me. I took my time looking through my IT books which I would never do ( just to cover my nametag). When I saw the students getting into their classes, I followed. When I was dreaming in my class, a sound calling me from behind. "Ivy, why were you here this early?" I explained to her, tears were squeezing in my eyes. I can't believe this is actually happening to me!! I didn't cry. Well, I got a first-class ticket to the discipline room after my classmates were back. It seems that they had a sportcheck to check whether who's there at the assembly and who's not. Man, I didn't even have my breakfast nor lunch yet!!The teacher was smiling at me, either she's happy with my bad luck or happy with me getting pounded, I'm gonna show her that I ain't gonna get screwed!! So, I asked my IT teacher's signature to show that my reasons to miss the assembly and the discipline teacher let me go, it didn't even last 10 seconds. FROM THIS DAY ON, IF I EVER HELP ANYONE WHO DOESN'T PAY ATTENTION IN I.T. CLASS AND ALWAYS DEPEND ON ME, I QUIT FROM THE PHAN FAMILY!!!

Ticket - August (Chinese version)

你是否听过获得第一就拥有一切...

也会听过通往重点的火车...

也会听过一些关于寻爱旅程之车票的事情...

不难买到 艰难的是旅程...

这是一段描述寂寞的歌词...

也就是 This song...Gonna sing a song...

啊寂寞 寂寞的人听我唱...

This song...Gonna sing a song...

啊寂寞在唱歌...

那是我们会一起听过的歌曲...

再去海边的路上 我还记得就像做梦...

有时我流着泪醒来 做了恶梦...

想着你也会醒来安慰我 但已不可能...

你已离开我 这就是我永远的恶梦...

看着这条铁路 未会看见过有人归来...

想念着那些抛下我的人...

和那一去不复返的日子...

如果我也能乘上着寻爱的列车

我或许也不会回来...

想要踏上这列车 然后一去不复返...

我们的心不应学会忘记...

人心也不愿意被改变...

我却真的想要逃离 想要忘记你...

但忘记你有多么困难...

也不知道是为社么...

是谁说过需要时间...

过了很久我还会不会爱你...

但今天你离我而去...

就像这首不知道是谁唱过的歌...

但今天只有我记得...

我却不知道怎么忘记...

不管你现在在何方...

是幸福还是备受的煎熬...

有谁在旁安慰支持...

这就是我永远的悲伤...

在这无尽的黑暗中...

你让我梦见以往的时光...

但醒来只有我孤单哭泣...

坐在这里看着铁路...

未会见过有谁归来...

想着抛弃我的那个人...

和那一去不复返的日子...

如果能乘上寻爱的列车 我也不会回来...

想要踏上这列车 然后永远不会回来...

谁在你睡过的床 抱着你睡过的枕头...

我幻想你的体温还在 你的爱未改变...

我会努力写情歌 希望你会注意到我...

但今天这首歌中...

你不会记得 或者不会爱过...

是不是太多了？？

我是不是爱的太多了？？

还是我太想念你了...

我太想念你了...

我太爱你了 我是不是爱你太多了？？

我太想念你了 我是不是太过想念你了？？

I'm free!! I'm freeing myself!! Look! I'm flying without wings!!

''It's too late to apologize...."
One Republic's song is ringing in my head again...
Yup,sometimes, somethings just can't be forgiven...
Cause they promised not to do it again...
Well, it's was weird thing for me as I could still smile although my attire was being engaged by a large porpotion of H2O...
It was damn chilling cold...
I am not a good friend with Mr.Freeze nor Mr.Ice nor Mr.Cold...
Like Sun Tzu said, the best way of the 36 ways is running away...
So I took a lonely retreat...
I need sometime to breathe and forget all the things that actually happened...
I would always take a stroll to "peacify" myself...
When I came to a staircase...
I realised it was Jia Sin who was walking with Qiqi at the ground floor...
Hey, maybe I could call out to her...
"Jia Sin!!"...
Nope, she can't hear me...
Someone was looking at me...
"Jia Sin!!!!!"
Her smile replied mine...
Only then I catched a glimpse of someone's face...
Nah, it can't be her,hey, why don't I get down to ground floor??
I departed the area and.....oh no...
It was them...
I couldn't accept the fact that I would meet them at this dark staircase...
I thought I already had this planned out...
Well, guess I didn't...Updated my second routine...
Yeah yeah yeah...
Saw her...She quickly avoided me...
Still soaking wet, I'm...SAS(surprised and shocked)
Wow...That's what you get from bad annual ufties...
On second and third thought...
I think I'm better off without her...
I can't afford to live this kind of pathetic lifestyle...
Way too exhausting and demanding for my level (coughs)...
In addition,it only gives me unecessary pleasure...
Man, I quit...
I don't care if I blamed the US president or the galatical emperor...
I can't take it anymore!!!
I've got other things to do!!
It's torturing me...
Do I ever regret spending all the time making the all grown-up me happy by exhilarating an ungrateful person when she thinks she deserves it??
Wish to tell her one damn thing all right...
ITS NOT MY RESPONSIBILITY ANYMORE!!!!
Hahahahahahaha!!!!!



(Sing)
Why not take a crazy chance?Why not do a crazy dance?
If you lose the moment...
You might lose a lot...
So why not??
Why not!!?

Adapted from " Why Not" by Hilary Duff


There I go!!! Making the great escape!!!

Next Chapter Of My Life

I am very tired, man....
It's like I can sleep ANYWHERE...
In the hall, in the lab, in the class, in the bus, in tuition classes...
I still can't see why more tuition and a more rigid routine does any more good than my form 1 results....
Why can't I live up to the hype of my life?

I am so in love with the Harry Potter series these days...I can't wait to go home and read them!!
There's so much exciting things and funny jokes in these interesting novels...
They are so great!! Haha!!
Thanks to the nilam writing program, I've finally known the good side of reading books...

There's one thing we all have got to know...
Don't love a person too much...
Cause you know why??
Cause that person might be p!$$3d 044 by your extreme wild chase...
Too much love = you scare them off...
Anyway, don't you have anything else to do in life except thinking about your lover?
What about your studies, your work, your friends, your life??
Hey, THIS IS YOUR LIFE...NOT HERS/HIS
Is your life made out of her/him??
Are you gonna where the same shirt as him/her everyday??
Is your room always romantic to you just because it has XXX's pics hung all over the four walls?
Is every pic in your cell is his/hers pic?
His/her mood = your mood?
If you find out that you can't even pick out 3 bad habits that your lover has...
I'll tell you...You are very deep in love...Too deep perhaps...
It's called addicted...
Yeah, like the drug kinda addicted...
You focus on someone else's life instead of yours....
That makes you a reckless driver when you finally get back to your own road...

Current Days Of My Life

It's been a long time since I updated my blog...
There are some few things that happened:

1. He just won't quit disturbing my life.%&$*...
2. I just found out that she's selfish all the time...
3. I joined the niao niao family as the mother...Can't help it... I am the oldest...
4. Our class had a row of tables behind the class especially for the niao niao family...Our house was undestroyed even in Mr.Lim's period until.....Tan MM's...
5. Only then I know the one who's cares about me the most is not the ones that had gone through everything with me...
6. I need a topic to talk with Ying Xuan...She's the only friend I don't want to miss out in my life...This still can't ensue my lose of guilt....
7. I lost the debate...2nd place...My best speaker successor: Chow Chia Yuin...The day I knew I'll win her back was the day she critisized her own right hand....I thought she was praising PC...It was 6.46pm...She told me PC's marks in the class debate...I thought she want to share PC's achievement with me...in a good way...But after all she said, she pointed out a loser sign and went back to her class...I was left there....full of question marks floating on my head...Then Jia Sin who is sitting beside me exclaimed "cham lo you two, like this say people". Then only I know what happened...It's hard to tell PC this but it would kill Chia Yuin and PC might be thinking I want to spoil her team's relationship...So the best way is to stay silent...
8. I joined the yearly marathon and got 5th...Yup, we are no more stupid or tambai this year...Last year, Everyone had ran a distance only did we started...
9. Walau two more days then the New South Wales examination liao....Want to read dictionary again...
10. Yes! I can turn my body and switch it a side one hand stand liao! The only move to correct is the Nike kick...My kick is supposed to be 90 degrees but it turn out to be 0 degrees...Need more practice...
11. Although I'm her "mother", I have no idea on what to give on her birthday...
12. I am composing a turtle song...But the tone is same...Every note of it is one of a crescendo's...
13. I just found out that the best way to enjoy music is through good quality earphones...These high tecnology things can make you enraptured even by a normal song...
14. I went to St.Anne for a visit...Dad asked me to search for my sister...When I came to a dark alley...An Indian man ambushed me...He was looking at my camera...hanging on my neck...Then he said: " Dik, bolehkah saya tempung itu?"...Then my face was like "Err..Weirdo...What are you doing?!?"..."Saya ini macam apa?"...Then his friends call him not to play me liao...I was so shocked...Actually he was using his indian background to make him look gangster-like...I thought it was real...I didn't want to get in a fight too...Besides, the scene you see a girl punched a guy dead in the movies is never real...No matter what happens, a girl can't kill a guy even though she is the hulk...I walked away...without taking a breath...Then I found my sister...Who was walking into the dark alley too...
15. I had spoiled my KH wood by nailing it in the wrong direction...
16. Olympic's around the corner!!!

Living In A World Full Of Debate

Yo! Yo! Yo!!
It's another bright sunny day...
Hour hand strikes eight ...
Dropping from the veils of morning to where the birds were chirping...
Heavens,I feel that my body weights tons....
I can hardly get up for tuition...
Restless me...
After a plate of nasi lemak, the lessons starts...
I was too tired and I ended up sitting there building castles in the air...
I woke up when my cute and shorty "Grannie" had phoned me...
That's when the show starts:
"What were you doing?"
The teacher was curious, of course she was,I had been motionless...
Without hesitation, I answered that I had been dozing off...
Next,I answered the phone...
Thank god if "Grannie" didn't call me...I would have been unwakeable...
She came to call me to agree on the change of title:
"We don't enjoy work, only leisure"...
Whoaa...THAT'S what my heart was thinking too...
That title was unclear and why does her team has two things to talk about but mine only one point??
Quite a stupid title...
Even though her team has more things to talk about...
They couldn't find anything either...
What's more to talk about me??
Grannie said she searched high and low...
As result, she found out that it's just a big mind map with two tiny branches...
She's right, this topic's connected...Not identical in other words...
If you find your work interesting, that's leisure too...
If you love cooking, it's definitely being a chef is fun to you...
How can you imagine my team saying we don't enjoy being a chef(work) but love cooking(leisure)??
And Grannie's team: We love being a basketball player(work) (without all the side effects like salary and stuffs) but hate to play basketball(leisure)??
And we discussed with the teacher and he said:"Go find the discipline teacher"...
The discipline teacher tried to convince me that my title has it's strong points...
Yup, she said that it's very clear...
My team's supporting all leisure??
Grannie's supporting all work??
This is quite confusing...
AND NO I DON'T FIND IT SATISFYING AND DEBATEABLE.....
The title was a "challenging" one (or it doesn't even qualify as a title)...
My team stands as the government...
Grannie's as opposition...
= my team supports we enjoy only leisure not work...
=Grannie's team supports enjoy work AND LEISURE??(You wouldn't think they don't enjoy leisure?? Do you find people feeling stressed playing games?? Yes, you do, unless his or her mom is standing beside and uttering about her child should beat other kids at game)...
Funny thing though, she said this title was not her idea...
It was the previous teacher we talked to who gave the title...
Why don't he just explain it to us instead making the discipline teacher "the evil one who thinks the title should not be changed"...
This is so unfair...
Things are always so unfair to me...
For example, the first English test...
People came asking me their results and cried that they beat me...one question better than me...
This sucks...
At least this shows that I am worthy to be their target to beat in English...
I wouldn't dare to tell Chia Yuin that I beated her in English...One question better...
She's just careless...Not inferior...
Things change since the second exam results are releashed...
No one came to me...Hohohoho....
Ahem, back to the topic,
Leisure versus Work+ Leisure??
My team versus Grannie's??
From the satistic,it's obvious that my team requires serious polishing to emerge as the champion...
My team has to work out on our skills....
From the surface, it's not a good thing to bet on my team...
Last year I roared on the stage...Which was not a very wise move...
I was so eager to win...
Things didn't come out the way I wanted it to...
3 versus 1?? I don't think so...
My team mates need confidence to find their debating spirit...
That's gotta require more training than our rival...
I want to find someone READY...
Yes, I do...
There are so many things about debate this time of the year...
The Chinese teacher was talking about how opposition debaters with the title "Joining Co-Curriculum is a good thing" beat their nemesis...Which is very hard for the opposition rangers...
Our Malay teacher gave us a repeated oral test (She thinks a real oral test should contain some question asking) with the questions that are far more suitable to be a debate topic than our weirdo title...
On the other hand, our English teacher is giving us an oral test that should be conducted as a debate...
My team,again,supports the motion: "Living in the city is better than living in the city"...
Ha! This time Felix Felicis finally does his homework...
He's got two copies of points where we could write our speech...
Hahahaha....

First Time

We're both looking for something...
We've been afraid to find...
It's easier to be broken...
It's easier to hide...
Looking at you, holding my breath...
For once in my life I'm scared to death...
I'm taking a chance letting you inside...
I'm feeling alive all over again...
As deep as a scar under my skin...
Like being in love, she said, for the first time...
Maybe I'm wrong, I'm feeling right...
Whenever I'm alone with you tonight...
Like being in love with you for the first time...
The world that I see inside you...
Waiting to come to life...
Waking me up to dreaming...
Reality in your eyes...
Looking at you, holding my breath...
For once in my life I'm scared to death...
I'm taking a chance letting you inside...

I'm feeling alive all over again...
As deep as a scar under my skin...
Like being in love, she said, for the first time...
Maybe I'm wrong, I'm feeling right...
Whenever I'm alone with you tonight...
Like being in love with you for the first time...
We're crashing...Into the unknown...
We're lost in this...But it feels like home...

I'm feeling alive all over again...
As deep as a scar that's under my skin...
Like being in love, she said, for the first time...
Maybe I'm wrong, I'm feeling right...
Whenever I'm alone with you tonight...
Like being in love with you for the first time...
Like being in love she said for the first time...
Like being in love with you the first time...



Adapted from "First Time" by Lifehouse

Annual Friendly Argument Term

"Ladies and gentlemen, I strongly agree that....."
"And it is no wonder that ....."
"As my team's summary speech..."


Those words are floating in my head again...
It's the time for we English freaks to get busy again...
For me, it's time to look back to the past...
Adolf Hitler...I lost your roar....
Your roar brought me to glory last year...
But today...I seemed a lot more like Jim Carrey, Jack Black or Adam Sandler...
Bursting the laugh out of the DK....
Well, I admit, I lost my confidence...
The confidence that made me strive beyond my limits...
If I don't get my confidence back within these few days...
I ain't gonna do any eye raising things on the stage....
That's for sure...
One Warning from teacher: POI in a polite way...
Yup, everytime I strike people, I would be like "pek chek"...
He even said that he thought a fight would broke out...
That's when everyone lay their eyes on me...
"Mempersiasuikan nia" (Chow Chia Yuin invented this for our choral speaking)
Thanks to our lucky star "Nicole"...
We get to get in the finals without having to compete in the semi-finals...
Good thing though...Cause we are all getting pretty restless....

Confessions Of A Broken Heart (Daughter To Father)

I wait for the postman to bring me a letter...
I wait for the good Lord to make me feel better...
And I carry the weight of the world on my shoulders...
A family in crisis that only grows older...
Why'd you have to go...
Why'd you have to go...
Why'd you have to go!!!
Daughter to father, daughter to father...
I am broken but I am hoping....
Daughter to father, daughter to father...
I am crying, a part of me is dying and...
These are, these are....
The confessions of a broken heart!!
And I wear all your old clothes, your polo sweater...
I dream of another you...
The one who would never (never)...
Leave me alone to pick up the pieces...
A daddy to hold me, that's what I needed...
So why'd you have to go...Why'd you have to go...
Why'd you have to go!!!
Daughter to father, daughter to father...
I don't know you, but I still want to...
Daughter to father, daughter to father...
Tell me the truth, did you ever love me??!?!?
Cause these are, these are...
The confessions of a broken heart!!!
I love you...
I love you...
I love you...I....!!!!!
I love you!!
Daughter to father, daughter to father...
I don't know you, but I still want to...
Daughter to father, daughter to father...
Tell me the truth...
Did you ever love me!!!?
Did you ever love me?!??!
These are.....The confessions...of a broken heart
Ohhh....yeah...
I wait for the postman to bring me a letter...

Adapted from "Confessions Of A Broken Heart" by Lindsay Lohan

"Holiday"

What's wrong with school!?!?
14 days of holidays...8 days I step into the school....
That's why there's a saying goes: School is our second house...
Except that it is bigger and has a 24 hour protection....
Help! My Geo folio hasn't even reached square one!!!
I didn't have proper sleep 11 days for this cursed holiday!!!
Tuition, activity,tuition,activity!!
And my computer has got virus!!
That damned thing got into my display card and now my monitor has got a new nickname as the pacific ocean...
I can't play games!!!
My only availible option is to sit in front of the computer and wait for someone to online....
So much for a two week holiday.....

Thnks Fr Th Mmrs

I'm gonna make you bend and break....
(It sends you to me without wait)
Say your prayer but let the good times roll....
In case God doesn't show...
(Let the good times roll, let the good times roll)
And I want these words to make things right...
But it's the wrongs that make the words come to life...
Who does he think he is?
If that's the worst you got...
Better put your fingers back to the keys!
One night and one more time!!!
Thanks for the memories!!!
Even though they weren't so great!!!
He taste like you only sweeter!!!
One night and one more time!!!
Thanks for the memories!!!
Thanks for the memories!!!
He, he taste like you only sweeter!!!
Been looking forward to the future...
When my eyesight is going bad...
And this crystal ball...
It's always cloudy except for...(Except for)
When you look into the past (look into the past)
One night stand...One night stand off!!!
One night and one more time!!!
Thanks for the memories!!!
Even though they weren't so great!!!
He taste like you only sweeter!!!
One night and one more time!!!
Thanks for the memories!!!
Thanks for the memories!!!
He, he taste like you only sweeter!!!
One night and one more time!!!
Thanks for the memories!!!
Even though they weren't so great!!!
He taste like you only sweeter!!!
One night and one more time!!!
Thanks for the memories!!!
Thanks for the memories!!!
He, he taste like you only sweeter!!!

Adapted from the lyrics of "Thanks For The Memories" by Fall Out Boy

Arming To The Teeth

Whoaa...
Stop right there...
I don't wanna waste anymore time sniping enemies ranging 1km away...
I quit online chatting....Until the exam's over...
I promised...
No more online chatting...
No more messaging her...
No more thinking about her...

Perjanjian Pengulang Kajian...
It is going to be a tough time...
2 weeks!!!
How am I supposed to do it??
Bury my head into the books??
Wait...That's not my style...
It was...
It was erm...
Half a year ago since I studied...
Gotta get use to the new study system of mine...
This deal last only for two weeks...
And we made this deal for the sake of my study...
Most astonishingly, I am not the one who offered this deal...
There are so much to learn...
So much to see...
So much to explore...

Even if the exam's ending tomorrow...
I am not going out of the grasp of the study monster...
I joined ICAS examination which requires an outstanding standard of English skills to win...
Study again...
In other words...
Play Computer Games!!!

One Of The Weirdest Day Of My Life

Well...
I admit...
My yesterday was quite worth a mention in this blog...
Funny things happened yesterday...

I am sorry for wasting your time...
Yeap...What we all did was just standing there...
And let four people wait for us to start a topic...
Guess what...We didn't...
What I did was just confessing my heart...(Yes, I am kidding)
Then I zoomed to IT...
Luckily I wasn't late...
Haha...

Back in IT class...
I was perspiring profusely after a confess-getaway...
I couldn't believe what I just did...
OMG. I did...

Gratz, we are having practical exam today...
If there was ever a live video recorded in that class...
I am the one walking all around while the exam is going on...
Hey, and there's our IT teaching wearing a tudung...
And kept coming towards my direction...
This is what you get from helping others to pass the exam...
A first class ticket to get out of the class....
Our teacher can't help but to shoo me out of the class as soon as I finished my examination...
Haha, that's what I wanted...
I didn't want to stay long in there and hear people calling my name from every corner of the classroom...
I thought this examination was self-service...
In fact, every exam is...
Never be an IT monitor...
You get to tour around the class every week...Many tours...
And what do you get from helping people??
A compliment saying : "You're good, you dumped me halfway and went out yourself."

It's not THAT bad...
You get to walk around with the excuse: " I am helping people"
And an indoor physical training...

Skip, skip, skip...
And now we are at my classroom...
I was going to score a goal at class basketball...
There was me...Lifting my hands...
Focusing...Focusing...Focusing...
Breathing slowly...
There comes my paper-ball power...
Wait, someone's calling my name...
"Ivy!! XX wants to give a love to you!!"
What!? A love!? How the hell did that happened??
Yeap, that guy...
I receieve a delivery of love-shaped metal coated in pink paint...
from the shouter...
"Here, XX wants to give you this"
And there that karate member went...
Leaving me confused for 3 seconds...
I threw my paper ball in the dustbin...
Hey, that KPL sitting beside that love-shaped-metal-inventor is coming to dump somthing too...
I wasn't very upset or anything...So I didn't throw that love-shaped-metal away...
Instead, I gave it to that KPL...
"Please call him to take this (love??) to me by himself"
Whether he's not brave enough or he understands that I am not accepting his love...
I did not get another McD I'm loving it delivery...
If I were to break his heart...
I would just go up to him and tell him that I am gay and his metal sucks...
He shouldn't have confess to me though...
Anyway it's not him, himself
Cause this is what happens when your love doesn't accept you...





The sadness of failure of his and the awkward feeling of mine keeping us from being friends....

The Day After Today

Finally...
They left us...
And there's someone new to guide us now...
They are no longer with us...
What wrong with me!?!?
Why can't I even drop a single tear??
Everybody's cryin' as if their loved ones are going to die...
What was I thinking??
Halting myself from crying??
And now keeping all the sadness to myself...
Melancholic Poison Ivy...

Apparently, I am much sadder now compared to this morning...
Why didn't I let go all my feelings??
The sound pollution in this internet cafe is certain...
But I still don't feel a thing...
Well,I was happy for them to let go all of this pressure casted on them months ago...
I was hapy that I am able to joke with them...legally...
I was happy that I get to hold onto them at least 5 seconds each...

Reality check...!!
THEY ARE GOING TO LEAVE US!!!
YOU WON'T BE SEEING THEM THAT OFTEN!!!
God...I am so lack of Vitamin CMT...
Living in a world without them???
Forget it...
We are like plants and they are our sunshine...
Why is heaven doing this to me!!!

What will our tomorrow be?
Our days are covered with dark clouds in the sky...
The sun won't be shining...
The stars are no longer twinkling in the sky...
The crows won't sing...
The flowers don't bloom anymore...
The absence of committee makes our lives flourished with depression...
Our days are no longer sanguine...
Sad plays are acted out by us since that moment they departed...

We are so gonna change!! Maybe a little...
But somehow...I managed to survive without crying in there...
That's the good part...
I didn't wanted them to go...
I feel 40 kinds of sadness when they're gone...





I wish I can hold onto them again...

Forty Kinds Of Sadness

Two days...
Chasing me around...
I go...
Crazy when you're outside my world....
When you're outside of my world...
No sound...
Singin' me to sleep....

I don't want the room to breathe...
Just be with me...
Just be with me!!

I feel 40 kinds of sadness when you're gone...
I feel the same thing alwayz happen when you're gone...
And I know you're just around the corner...
But just around the corner is not enough...
It's not enough...

My eyes are waiting at the door...
Just like everytime before...
Time flies so fast!!!
Time flies so fast!!!

It's not enough...
I don't know why...
I miss you all the time...
And I know you kinda like it...

I feel 40 kinds of sadness when you're gone...
I feel the same thing alwayz happen when you're gone...
And I know you're just around the corner...
But just around the corner is not enough...
It's not enough...

I want you to be with me...

Adapted and edited from Ryan Cabrera's 40 kinds of sadness

Confessions For Games

There I go again....
Sitting in front of the computer....
As usual,You can see my unmovable eyeballs glued to the screen...
Chewing on a chocolate bar...(That's where I get most of fat from)
Left hand on the keyboard...
The other clicking on the mouse as if the world's gonna end tomorrow...
That's why Teddy Panda didn't enjoy using my mouse...Haha...
When that sight sets on your mind, that's me playing Titan Quest...

You rarely find me playing puzzle games...or never!!
Cause I think they are boring...
Unchallenging...
Instead, I am always a show for playing RPG(Role Playing Games) games, strategic games and War games...
RPG games armed with a whole lot of chanllenging quest and mysteries...
Stratgic games that's exciting and involves a lot of awesome fireworks...
War games that make my hands shaking tremendously while trying to snipe an enemy...
One of my most unforgetable stories is the one entitiled "Pirates of the Carribean: The Black Pearl" and Harry Potter (Weird huh?)

Another few strategy games I would recommend would be Command and Conquer series...
CNC:Generals,CNC:Generals Zero Hour,CNC:Red Alert series,CNC 3:Tiberium Wars or Kane's Wrath...
Starcraft was on my everyday list...ten years ago....

As for War Games...
Call of duty series and Medal of Honour series are the best...
Don't miss out the others too:
SWAT Team,Counter Strike,Star Wars Battlefront,CNC:Renegade
Renegade was a big hit...
You wouldn't forget how you could survive shooting 30 veteran soldiers at a time...alone!!

Well, I do play other games actually...
Crime solving games like CSI games...
Live-your-life games like The Sims 2 series....
I don't really enjoy playing online games as much as others do....
What I do really like to get my fingers in are games that involve
Rulling the country...much like Rome: Total Wars...Playing this for 5 years....
Roman civilization...Phallanx!!Charge!!
Greek civilization...There's Alexander the Great!!
Spine Chilling games...Horrifying-Human-eating-Bloody-surprise-filled games like Prey and Doom 3
On seas games...Matey....
Fighting games....Ouch...

Another taste I would like to mention is...Racing games...
Race boats...
Skateboards...
Motorbikes...
Cars especially...
My passion for cars is unbreakable...
Need For Speed Series...
I love NFS: Most Wanted the most...
Juiced series...
They drive and you take the money...
But I prefer Need For Speed series the most...
Undergrounds are for night racings....
Most Wanted is on illegal means...That means you have your day chasing by police race cars and helicopters!!!
Carbons are also on illegal means but without helicopters and you focus mainly on conquering turfs and racing on hills like Initial D...
Prostreet is legal racing that means without police force and you are racing...No....not on the streets...On highways like Formula 1....

If you see any games that cantwist my head(and without making it goes off) and make my eyes burn with eager and fire...

Call me