The Day After Today

Finally...
They left us...
And there's someone new to guide us now...
They are no longer with us...
What wrong with me!?!?
Why can't I even drop a single tear??
Everybody's cryin' as if their loved ones are going to die...
What was I thinking??
Halting myself from crying??
And now keeping all the sadness to myself...
Melancholic Poison Ivy...

Apparently, I am much sadder now compared to this morning...
Why didn't I let go all my feelings??
The sound pollution in this internet cafe is certain...
But I still don't feel a thing...
Well,I was happy for them to let go all of this pressure casted on them months ago...
I was hapy that I am able to joke with them...legally...
I was happy that I get to hold onto them at least 5 seconds each...

Reality check...!!
THEY ARE GOING TO LEAVE US!!!
YOU WON'T BE SEEING THEM THAT OFTEN!!!
God...I am so lack of Vitamin CMT...
Living in a world without them???
Forget it...
We are like plants and they are our sunshine...
Why is heaven doing this to me!!!

What will our tomorrow be?
Our days are covered with dark clouds in the sky...
The sun won't be shining...
The stars are no longer twinkling in the sky...
The crows won't sing...
The flowers don't bloom anymore...
The absence of committee makes our lives flourished with depression...
Our days are no longer sanguine...
Sad plays are acted out by us since that moment they departed...

We are so gonna change!! Maybe a little...
But somehow...I managed to survive without crying in there...
That's the good part...
I didn't wanted them to go...
I feel 40 kinds of sadness when they're gone...





I wish I can hold onto them again...