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Bukit Mertajam, Penang, Malaysia
Hi! I am Razor and I'm 15 years old.Loves red, loves trendy shirts, loves cool stuff,loves breakdancing,loves badminton, loves chinese chess, loves corinthian helmet,loves stalking ( I'm good at it),loves debate,loves taking risk and loves sleeping... - hypomaniac - glutton - computer games addict Above was my description three years ago:-) now I'm 18,legal for sex,loves basketball to death, having the time of my life:-) The pic? That was five years ago!:-) it's been a while since I updated,I bet little people are going to come here, but now I'm back!that's what matters :-) enjoy reading my darkest secrets:-)

Saturday, August 9, 2008

I'm free!! I'm freeing myself!! Look! I'm flying without wings!!

''It's too late to apologize...."
One Republic's song is ringing in my head again...
Yup,sometimes, somethings just can't be forgiven...
Cause they promised not to do it again...
Well, it's was weird thing for me as I could still smile although my attire was being engaged by a large porpotion of H2O...
It was damn chilling cold...
I am not a good friend with Mr.Freeze nor Mr.Ice nor Mr.Cold...
Like Sun Tzu said, the best way of the 36 ways is running away...
So I took a lonely retreat...
I need sometime to breathe and forget all the things that actually happened...
I would always take a stroll to "peacify" myself...
When I came to a staircase...
I realised it was Jia Sin who was walking with Qiqi at the ground floor...
Hey, maybe I could call out to her...
"Jia Sin!!"...
Nope, she can't hear me...
Someone was looking at me...
"Jia Sin!!!!!"
Her smile replied mine...
Only then I catched a glimpse of someone's face...
Nah, it can't be her,hey, why don't I get down to ground floor??
I departed the area and.....oh no...
It was them...
I couldn't accept the fact that I would meet them at this dark staircase...
I thought I already had this planned out...
Well, guess I didn't...Updated my second routine...
Yeah yeah yeah...
Saw her...She quickly avoided me...
Still soaking wet, I'm...SAS(surprised and shocked)
Wow...That's what you get from bad annual ufties...
On second and third thought...
I think I'm better off without her...
I can't afford to live this kind of pathetic lifestyle...
Way too exhausting and demanding for my level (coughs)...
In addition,it only gives me unecessary pleasure...
Man, I quit...
I don't care if I blamed the US president or the galatical emperor...
I can't take it anymore!!!
I've got other things to do!!
It's torturing me...
Do I ever regret spending all the time making the all grown-up me happy by exhilarating an ungrateful person when she thinks she deserves it??
Wish to tell her one damn thing all right...
ITS NOT MY RESPONSIBILITY ANYMORE!!!!
Hahahahahahaha!!!!!



(Sing)
Why not take a crazy chance?Why not do a crazy dance?
If you lose the moment...
You might lose a lot...
So why not??
Why not!!?

Adapted from " Why Not" by Hilary Duff


There I go!!! Making the great escape!!!

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