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Bukit Mertajam, Penang, Malaysia
Hi! I am Razor and I'm 15 years old.Loves red, loves trendy shirts, loves cool stuff,loves breakdancing,loves badminton, loves chinese chess, loves corinthian helmet,loves stalking ( I'm good at it),loves debate,loves taking risk and loves sleeping... - hypomaniac - glutton - computer games addict Above was my description three years ago:-) now I'm 18,legal for sex,loves basketball to death, having the time of my life:-) The pic? That was five years ago!:-) it's been a while since I updated,I bet little people are going to come here, but now I'm back!that's what matters :-) enjoy reading my darkest secrets:-)

Monday, March 1, 2010

Our World Is Too Different

I had just logged on to facebook...
And I saw something...
Never knew you're greater than I thought...
Pictures flashed in front of me...
The longer the more astonished I was...
Yet the more worried I am...

Then I realised...
I don't even know you 2%...
I took your world as a virtual world...
Seeking pleasure in exploring it...
However, now I've found out that it's not as big as a galaxy...
It's comparable to the universe...
There's no end!!

Some might say you can't be perfect...
But you can be close to perfect...
And put it this way:
"I can't finish exploring it, but I can explore most of it"...
Yeah, good idea...
But it just doesn't work for me...

I mean, I look around...
I know there's someone better than me...
More good-looking, taller, smarter, funnier and interesting than me...
By fate, I know I can't compare myself to them...
That's why I tried to...
I tried to be all-rounded...
I tried to be witty...
I tried to be who I think you want...
But I'm not comfortable....

And I know you deserved better...
That's why I decided to let go...

I've promised to tell you something...
Something that could put me a spot in your diary...
Something that risks our friendship...
Something that is symbolised as a blooming flower...
Unfortunately, I would not risk it blooming...
Risk it's life or never bloom...
But I've decided...
To choose not to risk it...

I said "The time was not right"
Yes, it was...
Until now...
"It is never right"....

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